Friday, December 18, 2009

Seeing You.....

Today was just for you.
You see I miss you so I came to see you.
You know why; because I love you.
Everyday I would revise those messages, the messages that were written for me; only me.
I read them every now and then and every time I read them its like the first time

Its like I just received those messages and I need to reply

I would blush at your such sweet words

Kind ones

Aaa55


But I thank God for my strong will


My strong will to control my desires


I wish it was like before

You know it seemed as if it was yesterday

It seemed as if it was yesterday as if I had heard your voice

But when we were together every minute we were apart seemed like ages

And now..


I won't leave you, actually.......


I left you and my heart is still with you



I have a sad life don't I


My life without you is sad


But I deserve it


I'm the one who brought it to myself

I made you love me then I broke your heart




Sad right?



But then again whenever I hear your name the only thing I want is the best for you



Happiness


Fun




Today I saw you


I saw the happy you


The smile I saw when I first met you


It was my smile


But now it belongs to her


You were hugging her
You were kissing her
You were teasing her
You guys were goofing around
You were having fun



The most important thing was that you were joyful, ecstatic





And that my love

That made my day

Seeing you like that meant the world to me


You may think I'm jealous


Yes I may be


But I am happy for you


My heart was smiling

Weird right?
That's how you make me feel





A weird person

Even though you are with her I feel special


Because I was once with you






I love you 7abebe


And that's how you make me feel

when you didn't even notice my existence






But that's okay





Because you were happy when I saw you today

i love you